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CHAPTER I
Tabernacles

"Our father would be grieved to see what has happened to us."

"It's not natural for the oldest son to leave his family as you have done, not to speak of creating such an enormous ruckus everywhere you go. We all know you are different, but I'm sure father would be terribly distressed over your controversial fame." Thus did Joseph, the youngest of them all, express the family's tension that had been building towards Jesus since their father's death. "

"I thought by now that all of you understood. But you still misunderstand his expectations and undervalue his wisdom," said Jesus to his siblings. "He has known of me and believed in me since before my birth."

"Perhaps," from Judas, "but he always treated you and loved you as a son. He would have wanted you to lead us, not leave us. We are your family." The resentment they felt, the accusation of neglect stung Jesus. Clearly, they thought he was neglecting them, shutting them out of his life. "You and James both," Judas continued. "The three of us are left behind to tend the business and care for our mother."

He looked from one brother to the other, compassion and sadness in his eyes. "How is mother, and how is the business doing?" asked Jesus, trying to redirect their focus to his interest in and love for them.

"Mother is doing well, but she and your sisters miss you. As to the business, we have more than we can handle," said Simon with undisguised pride. "Doesn't give me even a moment to hunt." Jesus smiled. Simon was a good man, a hunter, a man's man. He looked more like his father than any of them. Sometimes Jesus longed to take bow in hand and go hunting again with Simon as he had done when both were younger . . . the smell of deep woods and mountain air. What sheer joy sitting still, quiet, waiting by a deer path for who knows what may come along! Jesus looked at his hands. The carpenter's calluses were gone. A feeling of discomfort flickered through his mind. There were moments like this when being the Messiah King seemed, well, . . . less real, less felicitous than simply working and living like other men . . . like his brothers. Then he thought of what he had done with the moneychangers in the Temple. It was the last time he had felt the warrior spirit that is in most men. He remembered the surge of raw and holy power when he commanded the legion of demons to leave those two tortured men. He remembered the other thousands of people who'd been helped and healed because he'd been true to his purpose. Such manhood, such a calling cannot be diminished.

His three brothers, Simon, Judas and Joseph, had arrived that day to visit with him and James. We left the five brothers to themselves as they reclined around the table in Peter's home. It was the month of Tishri, and the bite of the wind sent shivers of the approaching winter's cold.

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Colo shel Moed, the non-sacred half-holy days of the festive Feast of Tabernacles! Five day's journey away, foreign pilgrims from distant countries again thronged the streets of Jerusalem, their contributions swelling the Temple coffers. What was it about this strange, beautiful city that attracted the Jewish faithful from as far away as the banks of the Danube or Asiatic India, from Italy and Spain with unusual costumes bringing refreshing color to its otherwise drab and dusty streets? This City Jerusalem, this City of Solemnities, this City of Palaces, this City of Beauty and Glory welcomed each one and all. Staring at one another in awe and novelty, residents, near-residents from Galilee, and foreigners exchanged pleasantries enough to enhance the flow of money and ideas. They thought each other curiously odd, yet not unattractive. For many pilgrims, their long-coveted presence in this city represented the realization of fondest dreams since being told stories of it in childhood. It was the home and fountainhead of holiest thoughts and highest hopes. It gave an inward sense of victory to many who had, under Roman persecution, felt vanquished. Being here, in this city, converted victimization into anticipated triumph. What a remarkable feast, this "Tabernacles!"

Pilgrims indeed, coming not during the winter for Passover, lest their way be imperiled by snow and freezing weather through the mountain passes, nor yet even in the heat of summer for Pentecost, lest they faint through these same passes. But in the delicious cool of early autumn, they came. As preparation for this particular annual feast, crops of vintage grapes had been harvested years before, crushed, strained and fermented into quality wine. Colors of red and gold had begun to tint the leaves which, when they had said their piece, fell swirling to the feet of the tree they had nourished. Shadows of the marble, gold and cedar wood Sanctuary, standing high on Moriah's mountain, now only a symbol of the wondrous Shekinah Presence of Him who was once the Holy One in the midst of Israel. Shekinah! . . . the word itself evoking the feminine aspect of the presence of God. Priestly hands held out at arm's length, palms facing downward, thumbs touching, the four remaining fingers on each hand forming the letter Shin, the emblem for El Shaddai. Fingers were then arranged to form a latticework of 'windows,' through which the Shekinah glory of the Lord would shine and bless the people. Smoke from burning, smoldering, sacrifices rose slowly in ever widening columns, hung in the air between the Mount of Olives and Mount Zion on which the Holy City sat. The chant of Levites followed by solemn responses of the Hallel were borne on the breeze, and the clear blast of the priests' silver trumpets awakened echoes far away. At night, these vast Temple buildings stood out, lighted by the great candelabras and the glare of the torches that burned in the Court of the Women; strange sounds of mystic hymns and dances came floating through the darkness. Well might Israel designate the Feast of Tabernacles as the Feast of all Feasts.

Lodging and hospitality to be sought and found, guests to be welcomed and entertained, all of the things required by the Feast to be readied. Tents had to be erected everywhere, in the courtyards and on the flat housetops, in the streets and squares converting Jerusalem into a tent-city to accommodate the lodging and entertainment for such a vast multitude. Only that fierce castle, Antonia, which frowned even higher above the Temple, was undecked by the festivities, a hateful garrison of Roman oppression with vulgar philosophies and non-Jewish customs, an unwanted anomaly within the fences of sacred buildings and religious ceremony.

On the night of the great Temple Illumination, dozens of Levites crowded the fifteen steps leading from the Court of Israel up to the Court of Women. Out of these stepped two priests with silver trumpets. When dawn brought the first crow of a cock, they blew a threefold blast as they climbed the steps. When they reached the tenth step, another threefold blast. And entering the Court of Women, still they sounded their trumpets as they moved toward the Beautiful Gate. Reaching the gate, abruptly they turned; facing westward toward the Holy Place, they repeated . . .

Our fathers who were in this place,
Turned their backs on the Sanctuary of Jehovah.
Their faces eastward, they worshiped the sun,
But we? Our eyes are towards Jehovah!
We are Jehovah's!
Our eyes are towards Jehovah!

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His brother, Judas, spoke for the rest. "You ought to leave Galilee and go to the feast in Jerusalem. Let your followers there see the miracles you do. It doesn't make sense that one who seeks fame stays in hiding and acts in secret. Since you insist on doing these things, go ahead; market yourself to the world."

They do not believe in me either, thought Jesus. "You misjudge me again, my brothers. I do not seek fame as you suggest; I seek the glory of him who sent me. His purpose is my mantle. Whatever I do, and whenever I do it, I do for him. The time is not right for me," he continued. "You may think any time is right, but the Jews don't hate you as they hate me, because I teach that what they do is evil." Abishag came and laid her head in his lap. He stroked it thoughtfully. "You go to the feast," he continued. "I will come later when the timing is right."

Having said this, he rose from the table and stepped outside, the dog at his heels. The green water beckoned to him. The shore was only a short walk away. Traversing the distance, he disrobed and, wearing only a loin cloth, waded into the Sea of Galilee and began to swim. He swam into the horizon until only a faint splashing could be observed from shore. His brothers watched after him. "He'll likely walk back," said Simon half in jest, half in quiet chagrin. They turned to leave. Abishag seated herself at the water's edge and, looking after her master, whined.

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